Its that normal ?

Suspicion

About what ?!

Yeah, I suddenly missing my blog password 

Hahahaha
Why I'm not post again? that are some people always asked me why I stop blogging?
the answer is very simple! lets check christinetse.blogspot.com
which the missing part is moved there. but don't worry guys!! because I'm going to used this account  back. the story how could I lost my password was :
that time suddenly I got a muse to wrote an article about One Night Stand(s) Dangerous.
Ive tried to log in but the effort was (0)
I forgot my email so I used to made a new blog. But 4 months passed, suddenly I found my email back. is that very weird???
I thought that this account have so many post of my journey. so I chose to used this account than the other blog account.

next,
my final exam result is about 80.6 so now, i feel so nervous, i must get the scholarship there. if not, i can bet, my father won't be happy. I've tried so hard to come here. i dun want to give up then. so just see the end of the story. 
i don't want type too much today caused its already 3.30 am here. i wanna wait my bf back from his job and take rest for tomorrow trip. thats all. goodnight world. byeee~~~

.....

its been a-while since my last post..
September 9, 2014 - September 13,2014 .
I used too much money in this late 4 days..
its about NTD 3000 because we are going to night market and anything is expensive in here.
I wanted to controlled it but its sound the same..
 I couldn't control it well. 4 days in here I already meet so many people..
 I have some very good friends..
Taiwanese is really nice people.
I met Hongkong people, Taiwanese (of course) , Indonesia , and Malaysia.
my roommates are all from Malaysia. But my really best friend is Hongkong people.
in the morning later, maybe I will met one person.
for me, He is the one of the people I don't wanna meet. see, maybe because of the rejected before, there is so many awkward between us.
even in the other side, I thought I'm annoying him.
Talk about school........................
My school is really big #I WAS AMAZED WHEN JUST ARRIVED HERE
The teachers are really nice and friendly. it seems like I have another family here.
I'm missing home but for the changes, I have the other family.
I love my family and I love my friends.
I just can wish one day , my dreams will come true.
how can I enter the entertainment world when I never chase it?
I'm looking forward to attend and follow every activities and competition here. such as SINGING competition.
我一定要達到目標！！！！
有一天，我一定會跟汪大東還有西拉上台！！！！
even if my school isn't an art school, but I believe.. God have his own plan.
this is for today,

thanks for reading and


to be continue~

#StoryInTaiwan

Fourth day

its already the fourth day in Taiwan.... I visited Nantou today.  Its kinda like Lake Toba in Indonesia. the differences just in the way of the government use that lake. the lake is beautiful because no garbage in the lake, the water is much cleaner than Lake Toba. also, the government is very keep that ancient lake and city. Today my mom is arguing with me. maybe I'm not the good daughter for her. I feel sorry but I can't said it out of my mouth. I love her much more than her know. while every single word she told me, I will "NGELAWAN!!!!" I'm not a good daughter. tomorrow is the last day I meet here in this year. Maybe next year, I will back to Indonesia.
I'm sorry mom... I still a girl, I dunno what've done. but still, I love you!
the best mother ever <3

Hi Indonesia

Yeah, June 2th ago, Running Man is coming to Indonesia and joined Asian Dream Cup's game 

I feel so suck today. 

When I opened my twitter and instagram, Kang Gary , JiSukJin, Lee Gwangsoo, HaDongHoon is saying goodbye to Indonesia >< 

I'm crying 

But they had race in Indonesia.

Absolutely in Taman Safari. 

Argh, 

I wish so long for they to come to Indonesia . 

But after they came, I got no chance to meet them. 

But I believe one day, I will meet them randomly in the other area. 

I never skipped an episode in RM! Because I'm their biggest fans!! I like all>< 

I love all!!!!! 

So that will be happened in the future also! 

I will never ! Never skip any episode in RM! 

Safeflight RunningMan! 

Thanks for coming to Indonesia>< 

You all said loves Indonesia! 

And Indonesia loves you back❤️

The photo is taken in Taman Safari Indonesia

(source: twitter.inc)

How sad?!

Hello! 

Its been awhile already I suddenly stop writing here. 

Actually I dunno what'll happen in the future. 

My mom already stop me to go to Taiwan. 

Yesterday, I feel sickness here. 

I really need a strength. But I ruined my pride. 

In my sickness, I finally knew what is true friends what is fake friend. 

Absolutely yeah, Let God arranged everything for me. I believe He will give what the best for me. 

Eventhough I'm sad.. 

I can't do anything. 

But I know, my mom is my mom. 

She will do what she thinks better!! 

Mom, You know I just wait for the visa.. Suddenly you told me to stop everything. My heart is like 😢 I dunno again.. 

Taiwan is my last hope for my dream. Thats all😢

Cousin

Hi guys. 

The 17th me, finally makes a crazy decision. A big decision for my future. 

I can't tell you now. But I still will tell you later at the right time. 

Today, my little cousin going to hospital. 

You know what? 

Even in the sick condition, he can smile!! 

What a strong boy?! 

I cried because I wish I'm in his position. 

He still 11 months 3weeks. Why he must in hospital and get some injection?! 

What a poor boy T^T 

I got some training from my friend from Korea, and he said that I can be an independent girl already!! 

Yeap, I think so. 

This is photo of the day. 

Tomorrow wishes is my instagram's followers gain again until 10k! 

please follow me : chhrristinne !

This is for today! Goodbye.

Keep stalking me bloggist!

Iloveyou!!<3

Today

That feeling, come back again. 

That missing feeling in every single night accompany me again. 

My heart is ruin.

But what can I do ? 

Again and again, the fake smile covered everything. 

I want give up. But my heart is so stupid. 

You hurt me more than I deserved. I love you more than you deserved. Why am I such a fool ? 

I know that you'll never be mine and you are never care about me. You are too busy for it.

This is one of some reason why I hate long distance relationship. 

When I think the negative side, my mind will keep telling me "what if he....." 

The words which can hurt me deep is "WHAT IF?" 

 

My heart is crying until now. Maybe I should forget everything. But its not that simple. Everytime I walked out, I'll be run back to him. 

So, what should I do now?