Aquarius's fact

Please just translate into your language. 

This is so real!! 

　 　

水瓶座

水瓶座，为了友情和爱情能达到一个无法想象的极限，不抛弃，不分开，哪怕不是对方的爱，但是也不纠缠，厚道直白的水瓶座纵使有太多的软弱，也抵不住它天 生悲观的使者角色，如果你爱上水瓶，你得到的会是平凡的温暖和永远的爱，如果你不爱水瓶，水瓶会在静默中给予你想要的自由和未来。

　 　水瓶座的人，笑起来是个孩子，冷起来是个谜。一抹温婉纯真的笑容就能掩盖一颗多愁善感的心。对于感兴趣的事情抓住不撒手,执着的可怕。对于不感兴趣的人 没表情,连装也难。拒绝一切装的人事物。性格敏感,占有欲强烈,缺乏安全感而有依赖感。喜欢胡思乱想,过份回忆过去沉浸悲伤难释怀。自责心令人汗颜。水瓶 女是很容易患得患失的，特别是在晚上容易抽风，抽的很厉害……每到晚上就会变成林黛玉，感性的要死。想 难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收、精心尽 力，绝对不会有半个不字。他们不知道，到最后受伤的其实是自己 冒险，就是爱上一个人。因为水瓶永远也不知道，自己全身心的投入，最终会换来什么。这就像是一场轮盘赌，水瓶明知可能会输，但又忍不住想投身其中。其实， 水瓶真正需要的，并不是赌赢，而是一个能令水瓶收手的人。因为最终征服水瓶的人，会令水瓶失去爱其他人的能力

　 　水瓶座的孩子总是在犹豫，渴望有人陪，可自己骨子里要求自己不准这样做。因为太爱对方，不想让对方讨厌，所以，T瓶子们想让对方觉得自己并不在乎，装的 很无所谓。于是最后瓶子们真的失去了。然后，一个人默默的承受许多许多，却依然装作无所谓，却后悔那些在乎没有告诉对方。

　 　水瓶最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。对方提的任何过分的 要求，水瓶座统统照单全收、精心尽力，绝对不会有半个不字。他们不知道，到最后受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何去表现。

Hello

Oh my God,

I'm so sorry for not share anything here since last month. 

Okay, let me share my favorite artist, my life, my cute memory, or maybe I fallen to someone again. 

Lets talk from my favorite singer. 

I have a new favorite singer, 

That singer is so motivated me. 

Be honest, I have a big dream to be a famous singer and actress. I ever gave up to chase that dream. Until now, I think I also can't do anything for make it come true!!! 

After I know more about this singer, I feel that I can be like her!! 

She is RIHANNA!!! 

My motivated singer. 

She is so famous in this world. Even my friend who doesn't like western song and never wanna know about western entertainment world, KNOW HER!! You see, how famous is she?!

I keep motivated my heart, 

You will, you can, you have to did it!!! 

I keep telling my mind, 

"Someday, I will stand on a big stage. Sing for everyone. Everyone will claps hand for me. I will have a huge fans community, stalk by so many paparazzi and fans everywhere. My face and poster everywhere. And I can entertain the person which in the broken feeling." 

I gonna make it happen!!!! 

Okay, 

Lets move to the news. 

Yeah, Finally, I got the news from Taiwan. That my data already received by them. 

Also, Hsinhua and Proffesor Huang came to my school and gave me surprise!!! 

How great were they!! 

This is the photo which taken in school field! 

We also went to bank together! 

And also, they were visited my family in our small shop.

I'm fat in the last photo. But, its okay.

Oh thats right, I knew a new friend from Hongkong which studied in Taiwan. 

I wish that guy didn't same with Leung Keuw.

 

A small cute chat with him makes a sweetest smile. Hahahaha XD~

I'm facing my last school exam in this seven days. Today is the 6th day. Until today, Its clear!! Least 1 day. Wish the best for it!

Maybe this is for today.

Gonna miss me?! 

So keep stalking my blog diary!! 

Thankyou for reading my cutest bloggist!! 

Koala and Panda

I miss the little things that he has done before. The little things that he has done was simply tickle my heart. 

Today, its the memorial day for me. 2 years already we broke up. Although just 3 days we been together, but it was the happiness days for me. Be honest, He ever gave me the second chance but I ruined it. He was so angry that time. I asked for apologize and he was forgive me. But the consequence, he never believed that I regret it much. I REGRET FOR EVERYTHING. Nowdays, I'll start hating myself when I was remember it. He  makes me frozen. Panda, how he called me before. I miss that name today. As I know, Panda and Koala never matched! And thats happened for us now. He left me for a reason and I regret because of me. 

For Koala, thanks for ever being the cutest part of mylife. I love our memories so much. 

Someday, I'll leave this town and start to learn the real life outside.

So guys, before you do something, think carefully. If you make any mistakes, you will be same as me. Regret for everything and everything will be like hell for you. And the last is, 

"Appreciate those who loves you" 

Because the people who loves you less than the people who hates you! 

Wish you never same as me. 

Goodbye and Godblessyou! 

February 19,2014

Hey bloggist, 

How are you? 

Mmmm, you must know that today I miss that boy much. 

I wanna chat him, but I'm afraid of disturb him. 

Omg, I dunno what to do again. 

Yes, my little boy what are you doing right now? 

Did you eat any healthy food today? 

Or did you drink much water? 

How was your body? 

Is that good anyway? 

Did you feel extremely tired? 

At least, 

Let me chat him, God

But, my heart doesn't allow me. 

Missing a part in my life piece.

Shit, it feels unbelievable! 

Sorry

This few weeks, I didn't post anything. 

I'm sorry. 

Not because of busy. But because of how my heart feels. There's not mood when I remember how is he face me. Two days ago, there was a valentine day. Even my sister have her valentine. But its different for me. 

I like someone. 

Lets called him koala. 

Koala is my exboyfriend. I ever wasted him. Maybe because of it, he felt disgusting of me. 

I dunno since when he started chat me over bbm. But, when he started it.. It slowly makes me feel loving someone. That feelings already gone since that master of study boy left me. 

A week ago, it was my birthday. I didn't make a party. But lucky, I have my friends. They are my best friends ever. Kartika is the most. She planned to surprise me. Hahaha 

And that was success!!! 

At the same time of my birthday, CindyHong also make a party in kok tong cafe. Yeah, her birthday also!

I just treat Venedict and Koala. After that birthday treat, Koala's attitude changed until 360degree. His chat way wasn't the same anymore. When I asked him, and he answered "Lazy chat". In my opinion, lazy with me [probably]. 

Today, our church celebrated valentine day. Oh my god! Venedict is the romantic boy. Okay.. Be honest!! IF, he isn't venedict.. Maybe I will fall to him. But the matter is he is VENEDICT. Hahaha 

(VENEDICT{right}) 

Oh right, I gave koala valentine gift. But when I gave him, my heart so breaks. And when everyone already went out from the church.. There was me alone in the church! I prayed! I cried. I asked God to let me know what is this world. And the last of my prayer, I prayed for koala and for taiwan. 

Today also, I made mistakes. My aunt was really angry and mad at me. Because of my dad went to temple, I must waited for my uncle in law for drove me there. Yeah, I was late to church. Yeah, My heart felt a deep pain. Thats why I cried in church when everyone went out already. I dunno why I must cry, but this is what called by heart! 

Heart will respond to eyes and mind.

Happy Late Valentine!!! 

Argh

Hi bloggistt..

I got a nick name for my blog viewer. 

Hahahaha 

I got it from one of the viewer. Better called bloggist than a reader. 

Good morning.

Have a great Sunday. 

As you know, it still 7 am.

I hate Sunday! Not like the other friends. 

Why? 

The things that I don't like to do is moving. I slept so late in the saturday night. And I have to wake up so early in the morning. 

I have a mandarin tuition at 8am.

Before I have it, I woke up at 9 and slowly move to bathroom prepare to church. 

But whats now? I must wake at 7, goes to mandarin class, after that.. Goes to church. 

Shit, can't rest even sunday. 

So, why I hate sunday? 

Yes! That is the reason. 

I'll share my day if my WiFi doesn't have any problem tonight. 

Yesterday it angry with me. It doesn't work!!! And I fooled by it. Hahahahaha. 

So this is my sunday morning. 

Goodbye. 

And again! Have a great sunday for you! 

Hey

Hey guys. 

Do you ever feel a warm and a secure feeling?

Someone which can makes you feel comfort with any condition. 

Hm, so far.. Never!!! 

No ones ever give me a warm, secure, comfort feeling. 

In my school, there were so many couple. 

Yeap! Sometimes, I was so envy. Jealous for their romantic situation. Can laugh together. 

I wanna have the feelings like :

Someone is waiting for me outside after the school bell ring. 

Or 

Someone is waiting for me come to canteen, someone bought me a breakfast and eat together.. 

So cute right? 

Hahaha. 

Someday, I'll have it. 

Bytheway, 

I feel so awkward when everybody asked me where I'm go for the university. Yeah, now I learned something. 

My life isn't my choice. Its about my boss and my queen decision. But, I take it easy. I enjoyed it. If I really care about it, I might be crazy. 

Also, I already look for some university in Medan. 

Hahahahaha .

There are 2 universities that I like.

PERGURUAN TINGGI CENDANA and IT&B CAMPUS. 

I found Perguruan tinggi Cendana have an advance class. With double degree program. Overseas education training, which in advance class just 15 person in the class. So we can study clearly. Also, there much practice than THEORY!!! Because I hate THEORY! Hahaha 

IT&B campus is good anyway. Double degree program. Same as perguruan tinggi cendana, but.. My uncle was graduated there. And my auntie is in semester 1 there.

I still look forward for the much better quality university in Taiwan. 

If Jesus is letting me go Taiwan, what ever the challenges, I must be past it. If its not my chance to there, okay.. Because I know, His plan is better than mine.

Hahahaha 

Today quotes : 

"Enjoy yourlife because you don't know when you leave." 

Goodbye 

And keep reading!