I'm sorry.
Not because of busy. But because of how my heart feels. There's not mood when I remember how is he face me. Two days ago, there was a valentine day. Even my sister have her valentine. But its different for me.
I like someone.
Lets called him koala.
Koala is my exboyfriend. I ever wasted him. Maybe because of it, he felt disgusting of me.
I dunno since when he started chat me over bbm. But, when he started it.. It slowly makes me feel loving someone. That feelings already gone since that master of study boy left me.
A week ago, it was my birthday. I didn't make a party. But lucky, I have my friends. They are my best friends ever. Kartika is the most. She planned to surprise me. Hahaha
And that was success!!!
At the same time of my birthday, CindyHong also make a party in kok tong cafe. Yeah, her birthday also!
I just treat Venedict and Koala. After that birthday treat, Koala's attitude changed until 360degree. His chat way wasn't the same anymore. When I asked him, and he answered "Lazy chat". In my opinion, lazy with me [probably].
Today, our church celebrated valentine day. Oh my god! Venedict is the romantic boy. Okay.. Be honest!! IF, he isn't venedict.. Maybe I will fall to him. But the matter is he is VENEDICT. Hahaha
Oh right, I gave koala valentine gift. But when I gave him, my heart so breaks. And when everyone already went out from the church.. There was me alone in the church! I prayed! I cried. I asked God to let me know what is this world. And the last of my prayer, I prayed for koala and for taiwan.
Today also, I made mistakes. My aunt was really angry and mad at me. Because of my dad went to temple, I must waited for my uncle in law for drove me there. Yeah, I was late to church. Yeah, My heart felt a deep pain. Thats why I cried in church when everyone went out already. I dunno why I must cry, but this is what called by heart!
Heart will respond to eyes and mind.
Happy Late Valentine!!!
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